I don't know where to start. I feel stressed about who I am this past months. I already did a loott of test to know who I am, who I really are. What I've got and I believe until now is that I'm an introvert.

MY SURROUNDING -I have to make them big to clarify that it just happened in my surrounding, not in all of you- always assume that being introvert is the worst. Because we as an introvert considered as freak people that couldn't get along with people. I don't know why society treat us like that, maybe we just look like someone with social problem? But we, as an introvert are just totally different with people who suffered from social problem.

Introvert is a term, used for someone who prefer calm, and stimulating environment. An introvert, get their energy while doing things alone like thinking, read some books, composing a song, or watch movie by themself. They prefer to charge their energy while doing things that is fun for them alone, but it doesn't mean that they don't want to socialize. While an antisocial people, could be an introvert or even an extrovert. They may charge their energy by doing thing like an introvert or meeting new people like an extrovert, but they have some fear / anxiety to socialize. 

From there we could see the different between them. But in my society, they seem similar. Society treat them the same, we (introvert) could even get bullied, and I've felt it by myself. I like to observ things around me. I like to play with my friends, but after some time, I become really quiet because I'm tired and need a time to be alone. I only say things that I believe is important, I don't want to say useless thing, and I like to think twice before I speak. Then my friends be like, "Alya, you rarely speak and get along with us. You just such an 'ANSOS'! -ansos means anti social-".

I can't say much about anti social people because I don't have that much knowledge to represent them. I just feel like, people need to stop similize introvert and anti social. Because it actually feel tiresome for introverts just to explain that they also do socialize.